What Lies Within

So hard to be up here on a stage where you gotta make a big decision that’s gonna have something to do with how you wanna spend the rest of your life. You’re here and struggling. You thought life’s gonna be that easy…apparently, it’s not! You think you know now what path exactly you have to go through…You just probably don’t know how to handle it, rather concede it. Confused, weird and perhaps, you guess, you’re just such a big, whiny loser!

You have spent years of your life making big mistakes everytime. You paid and suffered for those defective judgments (if you will) in the past, and unfortunately, until now, you still do. You’re doing something wrong, you know you do! But, how do you correct those mistakes when these so called ‘carelessness’ makes you happy? Makes you the person that you are now? What is there to do to have that ‘peace of mind’? How do you know if you’re on the right track? How would you know if you truly are doing the right thing? As simple as it may seem…still, it is NOT! Sometimes, people would give you the ‘right’ advice, they would try to help out and help you think outside the box…This thing is good because somebody is trying to make you see what you’re overlooking. But the thing is, ‘they’ are not in your shoe to try to make you do this and that….and tell you so and so, isn’t it? Sure it helps…but, they’ve never been in where and what you’ve been through. You may have similar experiences–yes, but there will always be a difference that they can never ever identify and relate to. That’s why we say "it’s easy for you to say" to that person trying to know how you’re holding up, right? On the other hand, it may be hard to understand but, we gotta learn from the mistakes of others as well. Life is too short to go through all those yourself. The question now is ‘how’ when you are the person involve in the story…the question is that.